kill me

weds was one hell of an eventful day. waterpolo match. a meeting from the distance. jeremy and junwee thingy. dance night preview. gym night pract.

emotions/feelings involved. excitement, disappointment, anticipation, hurt, joy beyond any words, longing, stressed, happy, confused, afraid, cranky, angry, fed up, worried. and a lot of other nonsense. sighs.

it scares me how happy a person can make me feel.

i feel like everyone other than those in dance are strangers. just passing me by now.

sometimes it gets so lonely you just want to die. there's this emptiness in you. that nothing can fill. this coldness no one can take away. except that certain person.

i need a shoulder to cry on.

hello there. the angel from my nightmare.

gym night's tmr. the only redeemable thing is i get to spend some time with my juniors (: